I missed you so much! (colored)

based on my fanfiction ^^ (what is not uploaded here :/)
So now i finally colored it and .... I HATE IT
I SCREWED UP EVERYTHING (((((((((
Her Body is too long, her Cutie mark is terrible, her wings are soo ugly, Discords Eagle claw, his Mane, his pegasus wing, his beard, THE MOUTH > AND THOSE TEARS
everything sucks *cry*
here the uncolored sketch:
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